everything i have felt in the past four months.

the tears. the pain. the cuts.

its all gone.

and im so happy.

for the first time in almost two years im finally moving on.

so much has changed. hes not the same person. and most of all, neither am i.

i wanted so badly for him to come crawling back. and he never did. he never called me saying how much he missed me. because he didnt.

but i was convinced he did.

and the fact that now things are so different. and hes not the same person.

its giving me that feeling of fullness that i havent felt in two years.

and i know now that im ready to fall in love again.

with someone whos just as crazy about me.

and who wont break my heart multiple times.

he will forever be in my heart.

but i can truly and honestly say im not in love with him anymore.

:)